what a sad day....
Posted by makuleeet at 12:48 AM on December 2, 2003.
Ok. it's already way past midnight and I don't want to sleep. Why? because i'm so sad. I really want to say this thoughts in my head because I need to.
I thought I've forgot about what I felt about a guy. He was my crush for about three years and now we're going to be seperated because of his job. We serve in the same community. Tell you it's a long story....
Then when I reached College i saw another guy and thought that I really like him rather the one I'm talking about. But then, after learning today... I finally admit that I'm really going to miss him. Damn, i wanna cry at that time...just to let him know that I still really like him. But then I guess we'll never be. *sniff*
anyway...just as always, I'll be just sitting here and wondering if ever we'll be together...I really pray to God that i would come true.
peace out!
I thought I've forgot about what I felt about a guy. He was my crush for about three years and now we're going to be seperated because of his job. We serve in the same community. Tell you it's a long story....
Then when I reached College i saw another guy and thought that I really like him rather the one I'm talking about. But then, after learning today... I finally admit that I'm really going to miss him. Damn, i wanna cry at that time...just to let him know that I still really like him. But then I guess we'll never be. *sniff*
anyway...just as always, I'll be just sitting here and wondering if ever we'll be together...I really pray to God that i would come true.

peace out!













argh! i SOOO hate myself. i just fucking hate it. I want to shout, i just want to tell him to FUCK OFF!! but no!! fuckety fuck fuck fuck!! why do i need to tell myself over and over again that IT'S USELESS to expect!?!